Who Is Angus?

The Purple Turtle gay night on Wednesday's has been operating for the last month. The first opening night I was their I found myself drawn to this young Barman that I was very attracted to and after some inquires through my mate Richard he told me his name was Gus. I flirted with him all night and I found him quite easy to talk to I realised at the end of the night I got a bit of a crush on this guy.
Last Wednesday at PT me and my mate Darren sat at the end of the bar all night and got pissed and had a good night laughing and chatting about things, Gus came over a lot and had some amazing things to say he was the most easiest guy to chat to I had ever meet and my liking for him grow not only was this guy a stunning looking guy but also had a wonderful personality this guy was the first man EVER that I have been mind and soul attracted to.
On the way back to Darren’s place I couldn’t shut up about him just praising the fact that I can’t get this guy out of my head he is 100% what I been looking for in a guy even though he was taken (a BF) at the first time I meet him he told me that night that he had split up with his BF a few weeks earlier... to my happiness. That night I was busily talking to this Asian guy and Gus was standing at the bar without a word or even a look towards him I handed my phone to him (a little test) and he put something into it and handed it back very calm and collective (and a hint of a smile I might ADD) after 10 mins more of talking to the Asian guy I looked at my phone and it said ‘Angus’ I laughed and said to Darren “who’s ANGUS” I shouted to Gus this as well (I was kidding around I know it was him) but the thing is I was really surprised that he put it in.

Ok this is me at my most honest I have never and I repeat never had feelings like this about a guy before that I didn’t know that well I mean I know the deference between lust and love I can’t say it’s love I don’t know him well enough but this is not Lust. I want to date this guy, I want to ask him out on a date the night when I found out he broke up with his man and I got his number I sent him a SMS but this was not a “I like you text” I played it cool I let him know that it was cool to get his number and we should have a beer at Q and A he was totally up for it but he said to me that I should take it easy and see what happens.

Tonight I meet up with that Ozzy/London guy that I mentioned a while back that is in town on business, we had dinner and he was a nice music loving guy then we meet up with Darren at PT and we all got drinking. Matt (ozzy/London guy) noticed that Gus was very interested in me and was telling me that the body language between us was a little on the 'we like each other' feeling but as always I didn’t see it LOL.
Again I walked home feeling alive and wishing that one time soon I will try and take the next step but I will respect his wishes and wait ‘Patients is a virtue’ as they say.

Gus I would just like to say that I think you are the most amazing guy I have ever meet and you might just be stealing my heart.

Oh for the record if I hear anymore mates say I am obsessed I seriously will crack the shits because I am not ‘Obsessed’ with this guy just in aurora of him there is a deference and please respect me and my new found feelings.